I don't want fall.autumn to arrive!
Summer is coming to an end. I am not ready. I think I have realized why people live in Southern California; I could do this weather forever. Thankfully we have another week for it.
I am having a hard time getting excited about another fall.winter.spring.
I am just not ready for darkness, grayness, and evenings by the fire. I am not excited by pumpkin beer, season, bread or anything. I dread having a constantly wet dog, figuring out a non-humid place to paint our tirm, and the general dreariness. Apples are not better than berries. Thanksgiving is not better than long summer weekends, Sean's birthday is not better than mine... I love my sandals. I don't mind stinky feet, I want to have outside meals all the time.
So there it is folks.
I am not excited about fall at all, I love this house and space in the summer. I love the warmth, the freedom of my work schedule, the girls' freedom to go in and out of the house constantly.
So, how do you cope when a season of your life is on its way- and you can't do anything to stop it?